Thursday, July 31, 2008 @ 7:59 PM
i was laughing like mad today.
awww.
tomorrow is 1st of August!
and August is fun fill and pack with activities because there's so many people birthday which include mine too! :p
starting with NDP preview this Saturday, yeah, Fireworks wait for me.
chalet next week for ting's 21st birthday on Friday, Saturday & Sunday.
Esprimere Chalet on 15,16 & 17 of August.
and 17 August after checking out of the chalet is Huimin 21st birthday celebration at night, i hope i still have the energy.
the week after the chalet would be Liwen 21st birthday celebration which will be held on 23rd of August (on my birthday). haha. her birthday is one day after me. so which makes her one year and one day younger than me! haha
after that is Felicia 21st birthday.
plus all other people birthday who fall in August too!
like Carol & Yihui also!
and glups, let me enjoy before i stare at my results in September.
don't feel like thinking about that anymore.
till then.
:)
Saturday, July 26, 2008 @ 8:44 PM
I WANT BRACES
I WANT BRACES
I WANT BRACES
I WANT BRACES
I WANT BRACES
I WANT BRACES
I WANT BRACES
I WANT BRACES
I WANT BRACES
I WANT BRACES
I WANT BRACES
I WANT BRACES
I WANT BRACES
I WANT BRACES
I WANT BRACES
I WANT BRACES
I WANT BRACES
I WANT BRACES
I WANT BRACES
I WANT BRACES
I WANT BRACES
I WANT BRACES
I WANT BRACES
I WANT BRACES
money drop from the sky, please!
the more i see my teeth is not straight.
the more i just want to put on braces!
i can't wait to start work, i can't wait to earn money, i know i have to pay my dues ( i know a lot of people want to avoid, but that's unavoidable).
i just want to put on the braces.
i have been contemplating i want it ever since Secondary school. and it's my brother and sister who got the privilege of having it being sponsored from my parents. they both add up to a total of 10k can? but why not me?
ahhh, i just want BRACES.
ok fine, never mind. i shall wait!
tomorrow to Maple clinic (hope i will be the first few and i can wake up early unlike today), then to Kbox most probably with friends! =)
cheers to my beautiful weekends which will end tomorrow. :(
go and watch DVD already, bye!
Sunday, July 20, 2008 @ 6:07 PM
《白》-周渝民
偷偷收藏你笑容
轻轻不经意地牵手
这样深深爱你的季节风
就像自然呼吸无须去形容
白鸽飞翔的自由
安静盛开的百合
晴空像棉花糖的云朵
都让我想起你纯真的温柔
最爱你内心里纯白的颜色
简单却幸福的颜色
张开双手就能拥有你纯净笑容已取代了
缤纷的彩虹
更美丽隽永
最爱你世界里纯白的颜色
舒服而自在的颜色
深呼吸着你的暖和
当冬天飘起雪的时候
请你陪着我
将希望的白色铺满在即将到来的以后
给爱纯白色的梦
吹起蒲公英的风
咖啡浓郁的泡沫
在纸上记录的相爱经过
都让我想起你纯真的温柔
像执着的雪人手牵手守候爱情的永久
给你纯白色的梦
给爱纯白色的梦i love this song!
watch 这里发现爱 on scv and hook onto it.
actually want to finish watching through online. but i can't be online everyday.
so i just have to watch one week one time on Sunday to watch it.
and 恶作剧2吻 is also nice!
watch it yesterday on SCV too.
So i want to slack myself over the weekends at home just to watch TV soon!
tomorrow's Monday!
:(
Friday, July 18, 2008 @ 8:45 PM
gawd! i make a terrible mistake at work today.
i don't know whether i didn't collect back 1 question paper or i did, but the paper don't know go till where.
but i remember clearly i did collect back the question paper.
arghh. i am so disappointed in myself now!
keep my finger cross till Monday.
because if 1 paper is missing, the paper have to be reset!
:(
okay. life is really like this.
when you don't want to make a mistake, you will make a mistake when you have think you have helped that person by reading each question to him as well as the options A,B & C. ahh. i am so moody now.
i hope it wouldn't affect my weekends.
you know what is real pain?i have been reading this girl blog for quite sometime since last month.here is some of her words in some of her blog posts."I re-read them every morning,
seeking comfort, peace and strength for the day.
I guess his love does come in different ways.
He might have left, but he continued loving me -
through my family,friends and all who cared.
I felt his love."
"Mummy and i agreed with each other that he look
most pleasing when he's wearing formal wear and his uniform.
We were saying he'll look dashing on his commission day,
with the very smart white uniform ..
and that on our wedding, it'll be military-styled
Where there'll be a march in complete
with military guys in uniforms,
and we'll walk under crossed swords.
And the family will get very excited over it,
with everyone wearing smiles on their faces,
an especially big one on mine
This day will never come anymore,
he didn't get to don the uniform on his commission,
but on him when he went away."
"A month.
You were away for a month now
For the past month,
I occupied my time,to the point of tiring myself to stay sane.
I pretend that nothings wrong,
i talk, i laugh like i used to.
I'm a great pretender.
Deep down, I'm broken"
remember the NS guy who have passed away during training in Brunei last month.
the blog belongs to his gf.
because he and his gf were TP-ian.
because he study in business school.
because he graduate in the same year as me.
because he and his gf were friend of my friend.
i stumble to her blog last month when the incident happen.
and ever since then, i read it when i got the chance to be online.
my tears fall at every word she have type because it just break your heart.
imagine.
her 10th of June entry.
I miss boyfriend so much.
4 more days.
and then. suddenly.
her world came crashing down with the bad news
reading her blog would make you want to
cherish everything you have.
the importance of life.
and...
looking at how deeply in love they were.
every words she post would have make your heart feel pain and your tears to fall.
read her blog
herestay strong girl!
Thursday, July 17, 2008 @ 11:11 AM
no work today.
because not feeling well.
yesterday the moment i woke up, i sneeze like don't know what. but i thought nothing was wrong.
but the moment i stepped into the office, i just keep on sneezing and sneezing.
i keep on drinking hot water and all.
but it didn't stop the sneezing.
and i sneeze until when i was stamping the certs, the mucus just drop onto the certs and i got to reprint!
i think i left too many virus in the office yesterday. oops.
lucky thing was when i finish work, the sneezing stop if not i don't know how many tissues i would have use.
and i reach home feeling so cold, super cold despite it was warm.
and i measure my temperature it was 38.5 degree Celsius.
ate medicine and just went to sleep.
today i woke up feeling lots of better than yesterday!
looks like my water bottle is my best friend now.
i need to drink a lot of water now!
Monday, July 14, 2008 @ 7:33 PM
okay.
work's alright today.
and we went to the 7 storey hotel in bugis at the chicken rice restaurant for lunch.
it's nice lah. which i came home immediately tell my mom about it!
and go there before the building tears down ok?
alright.
looking forward to the weekends.
and friends in SRC for orientation camp tomorrow.
enjoy yourselves!
and. . .
i am smiling to myself again. :)
and don't let me dream about results anymore.
it's really getting scary!
:(
till then.
Sunday, July 13, 2008 @ 2:31 PM
i dreamt of my results yesterday.
it's so scary.
don't let me have anymore sleepless night.
Saturday, July 12, 2008 @ 9:29 PM
i walked to Pasir Ris park with my bubble tea after school.
sat there, enjoyed the breeze.
and cried.
i am just so sad about it.
you make me all confused.
confuse because you don't want to say anything at all about what had happen.
making me confused about what have actually happen to you, and make me even unhappy about it because you were unhappy.
you wanted to build your misery in me, and then who am i going to build my misery into?
i don't know what's gotten into you. and because of that, i am so miserable and moody because i don't know anything, because no matter how i talk and all,you just couldn't be happy. i know it's funny if i tell people that i don't what's wrong with people, that's why i am moody. but i am always like that.
i already to act ignorant, act crazy, act anything and tried to pretend nothing have happen or whatsoever.
but it's always hard to put up a false front.
so just cheer up, will you?
is that too much for now?
i wonder?
friends are there for you. so just cheer up.
you can confide in me like you use to.
like you always do.
just tell me what's going on, before i keep on guessing and guessing, alright?
tomorrow will be a better day for you, me, and everyone.
:)
Friday, July 11, 2008 @ 9:43 PM
<<一颗心的距离>>--范玮琪
一双 闪着泪光的眼睛
要多努力才能把雨看成星星
握住我手 但别给我同情
执着的人要从倔强 寻找勇气
好像很近 瞬间又远离
很难实现才叫梦想 才要决心
我们终于一起 来到这里
当我激动不能言语 把我抱紧
我们隔着 一颗心的距离有笑有哭地去回忆
夏天秋天 纯真蜕变的电影
会是一辈子做不腻的事情
静静隔着 一颗心的距离
交换最真实的情绪
庆幸 在不勇敢的纪念日里
你曾经 给我多重要的鼓励好像很近 瞬间又远离
很难实现才叫梦想 才要决心
我们终于一起 来到这里
当我激动不能言语 把我抱紧
我们隔着 一颗心的距离
有笑有哭地去回忆
夏天秋天 纯真蜕变的电影
会是一辈子做不腻的事情
静静隔着 一颗心的距离
交换最真实的情绪
庆幸 在不勇敢的纪念日里
你曾经 给我多重要的鼓励
我想说 没有你的声音
像没有歌词的旋律
就算可以 很美很好听
也少了意义上的确定
我们隔着 一颗心的距离
有笑有哭地去回忆
夏天秋天 纯真蜕变的电影
会是一辈子做不腻的事情
静静隔着 一颗心的距离
交换最真实的情绪
庆幸 在不勇敢的纪念日里
你曾经 给我多重要的 鼓励
her new song. i like the tune and lyrics.
anyway. don't ask me whether am i still cranky or emo. because i wouldn't answer.anyway, i met HUIJUN (my one year junior in Secondary school) on Sunday like finally after 123456789 years after i didn't see her for don't know how long since graduation last year and in poly we don't even have any chance to see one another because of different school (she's in science & i am in business).
and by chance, i saw her at Clementi last year while i am on my way to school!
and it's funny, how come we live so close to one another, and yet we didn't meet up or what, because she's busy with her work which is at JURONG.
like oh my god, have to wake up at what time to make it to work on time? anyway, we went to Whitesand Lib and she ask me about school work and applications to SIM and all. so we just chat and went back to my house and i pass her my notes that i have to let her take a look.
after reaching home after walking her to the bus stop, dad drove me and mom to SGH to visit my uncle-in-law. but it really heart wrenching to see him in pain and not talking. so sigh.
Monday i met pei for dinner at Thiong Bahru plaza after work for Long John Silver and shop around after that. :)
life suppose to be enjoyable. so enjoy every second now.don't feel like typing anymore.
and oops. i have not update esprimere blog!
Saturday, July 05, 2008 @ 4:46 PM
it's such an emo week.
an emo emo week.
i hope i will get better next week.
i will update more next week when i have time.
because basically i have been through working & went back to school on Monday & Wednesday(took time off on wed) for setting up the club booth and orientation day on Wednesday.
work was alright.
hope next week i will be better soon.
no more emoing & hope my mind wouldn't be thinking so much!
:)
till then.
